Monday, October 19, 2009

It's Been 6 Months

It's been 6 months since my brother John died of the disease cancer. I still remember the night I was on the phone with my parents as they told me long distance that my brother was slipping away, he wasn't going to make a recover and that a ventilator was keeping him alive. It's such a surreal feeling. At the moment he passed I felt a part of me ripped away. A part of me wasn't merely taken, it was ripped, ripped from my heart, my soul, the part of me that makes me who I am. Forever changed!

A couple of weeks ago I was at a restaurant listening to Hawaii music, the guy I was listening too, was from Maui also where John lived so naturally my thoughts went to John. Not even a minute there after the musician started playing this song.

It was truly a message that I will cherish! Love and miss you John!

5 comments:

Raina said...

That a touching story. I lost my brother 5 yrs ago and have had several interesting things like that happen to me. really cool to know they will always be watching over us.

Firefly@www.firefly-shop.org said...

((Hugs)) Dee to you and your family!

VE said...

I remember your posts around that time. I don't have any brothers or sisters so I cannot relate in the truest sense...but loss is hard for those of us left behind.

Hawaiian Songbird said...

What a beautiful tribute from John.

kanishk said...

really cool to know they will always be watching over us. Work From Home

 
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